Complications

After a break .

2010-12-08T00:57:00.000-08:00

Hello World .

Yeah I attended this conference on the 3rd to 5th of December

in Royale Bintang Resort :) A 4 STAR Resort .

Well,honestly the program and sessions were plain boring .

But the stuffs we do made it so interesting :D

Oh what frustrated me was when they were giving the room keys .

We are 830 of us and they are calling individually .

Some even had their shower and their dinner,

we were still stuck there waiting for our names to be called .

We waited for more than an hour . Damn .

Hotel room was all fine .

After sessions we had our fresh shower and started wondering

IF WE CAN CRASH ROOMS .

we weren't allowed to do so,but rules are meant to be broken .

we were in the 10th floor .

Also known as the most disturbing floor !

Awesome People in the 10th floor :))

STUFFS STUFFS STUFFS .

Okay the next day is as boring as that as well.

That night was awesome ! Dancing dancing !

Unfortunately it was only for 20 minutes ?

Damn . The next morning we were all tired .

We even started sleeping,but we're not the only ones.

Farewell and bye bye :(

Pictures below :))

With Dr. Paul :) I always wanted a picture with him .

He is the co-chairman and he worked really hard for this :)

With Malcolm,our table president :)

See,prove that we were all tired :P

We're in the shirt they gave :D MGS IPOH :)

Formal Night :)

THE END :))

Dead.

2010-11-11T00:01:00.000-08:00

Blog has been dead for quite sometime .

Just didnt have the mood probably.

Exams are over finally :)

Year 2010 is ending

Lots of memories I realize .

I'll be sitting for a major exam next year,

The last year in school till I miss those schooling life .

Then I'll be lapanbelas :D

Cant wait ! ♥

I nak end up in kl :)

Boom boom BIRTHDAY !

2010-10-10T02:21:00.000-07:00

SURPRISE !

Yelled,my classmates in the science lab,

since we cant get into the bio lab :/

Chocolate Indulgence yummy cake from

SECRET RECIPE !

Shalini Amarasingam came up with this awesome plan

I knew something fishy was going on but BLAH .

My tuition sir belanja DOMINO'S !

Seriously,if there were more Domino's

Pizza tak laku weyh !

Later on dinner with him and his family :D

Not a bad sweet 16 actually ? :)

My Story

2010-09-23T23:30:00.000-07:00

Exam is less than a month

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

Phone got confiscated for NOTHING.

Nah thats okay i've got my ways till i get my phone.

Oh,I just hope no one textes anymore :/

Please dont blame me for everything

I've got my emotions and so do you

If I do what you said,You'll regret

And you know Iloveyou dad

I just dont show it.

We got a split

HE wanted it,I lost trust on each and every guy

I've learnt my lesson

It was all so fake and i beared with it

If you ever bitch about me,then karma will hit you.

We proved everyone else right,its not your fault.

I'm gonna miss you :(

I shall start all over again,

Probably everything hits me back for what I've done

But there's always second chance and I believe that .

OOO fight,misunderstandings,blablabla

Backstabbers in my class >?

Shame on you LOSERS

Jealously spilts everything,and you guys are doing such.

Get a life :)

All that happened ?

2010-09-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

I did mention that my cousins are coming down ryte ?

Well,it was a blast !

The engagement turned out so well with all our presence :)

We gathered for lunch and had an awesome session together

It was a poor thing that some couldn't stay longer :S

The next gathering will be the wedding

Oh I cant wait for that !

Pictures everywhere dude !

I'm gonna miss them till next year :(

Eleena's Open House !

Damn,the rendang was superdelicious !

This is why I love raya ,open houses and FOOD :D

P.s.I'm not impressed,probably

you should try harder ?

Bloggie :)

2010-09-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

Dear bloggie,blame the internet connection !

Damn,I didnt go online for almost a week

Thats long,especially when it comes to holidays.

Cousins travelling down !

Oh,I'm gonna have fun tomorrow night

And the floor is gonna be flooded with couzies !

Raya Open HOUSES.

Too many invitations,my dad has to be the driver :P

I cant wait to taste the ketupat with rendang

And LEMANG ! Oolala my FAVOURITE :P

Holidays Have been preety boring :P

But I've been doing my reading

HAH.Everlost is AWESOME ♥

Thank you Regine for lending me the book :)

What I did on a boring Sunday ?

2010-08-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

Pologround in the morning !

Woke up at 7.55 when fungi texted me

And it starts at 8. Damn I was late but not the latest :P

Dikir Barat practice was fine till we turned so childish !

We started to go on the slides and swings !

Ice cream much ! At that moment it was a perfect day for

ICE CREAM !

To our surprise this random guy started

taking pictures of us while we were practising !

Ah,BANGGA.

Headed off to Taiping !

I've got myself a ready made saree :D

Parents choice that I'll be wearing on that

Charity Night and Saree queen contest.

I am not taking part though,we are the ushers :D

Oh and I chose my dad and brother SARWANI SUITS !

Ah,my choice is simply awesome !

And for mom a Saree as well ! :D

I'm proud of myself :P

Updates.

2010-08-25T03:39:00.000-07:00

Back on blogging :)

Lets start from Friday.

Our deepest condolences teacher :(

Stay strong we are all here for you .

Saturday

The day that we were all awaiting :D

It was fantastic,I did enjoy myself.

Oh and daddy fixed air-cond for me :P ♥

Dikir barat :)

2010-08-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

Hard work,paid off :)

Yay for us !

But why do we have to compete again ?

Cant they like give the placing and we just perform ?

Anyways,congratulations to the top 3 finalist !

We are definately gonna have a tough time on the 30th :S

And Kishaniah,be prepared to the SLAP ! ;)

Saturday ! I cant wait for it !

I seem to be even excited than Sha is.

Time to get into WATER peeps :P

I've got TWITTER !

It is awesome.Seriously,its so fun reading others' tweets :P

Changed blog layout.

SHLAINI'S order.Dont ask me why .Its in my diary it seems.

Sha,permission granted :D

Colours

♥ ♥

Pictures.

2010-08-15T02:51:00.000-07:00

Words :)

2010-08-13T21:42:00.000-07:00

You think that I dont even mean a single

word I say ?Its only words

and words are all i have to take your heart away ♥

Things are not as I wanted it to be

I didnt ask for this,never wanted it.
You guys were right
I am suffering in the inside but smiling out there

WORDS
listen to the song.
thats what i exactly mean .

Thanks for being there for me Sha
I am looking forward for this Saturday
And I'm very happy for your anniversarry (:

Out and about :)

2010-08-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

Yes I ditched school on Saturday together with Shalini :P

Eh we planned it earlier aite ? Too bad.

Jusco with YOU made it awesome ♥

And yes we are avoiding you .

Right after I came back,refreshed myself

when my cousin sister dragged me to Fun Fair !

It was useless.Trust me on this.

Awaiting for Euro Fun Park so badly !

People there's such place called Ipoh ! Hello ?

SUNDAY

Sekolah Semangat Maju !

We helped the school where they held

Food and Fun Fair :)

Our shift was the last one

and we get the cleaning up duty =_=

Mom drove us to Kinding Resort

which is far far away :P

Myself ,Sha and Kish took our lunch

together with mommy

and dad suggested us to go boating

Of course we did,there were fishes in the lake :)

Kish :Lets catch a fish and name it kishy fishy !

*after a while *

Kish : Eh i give up la.Kishy Fishy was never meant to be

they are smarter than us.

That day was exhausting but fun.

Kinding is an awesome place for an outing

Couples,take note ! :P

Angel and Devil ♥

You tell me.

2010-07-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

Why is it do you have to do this?

I have to pour this out.

How long am I gonna carry my smile

and pretend everything is right?

Are you just too tired of me?

Its better saying rather than

Doing it behind my back.

You changed.Dont deny.

But I dont know,if you even realise

That I am here hoping for the best?

~~You break my hope and trust just in a split second~~

Am i suppose to give up,or fake it ?

People around Me .

2010-07-27T00:52:00.000-07:00

Why are there people like this ?

Fussy,Fussy.

Haiseh.Hypocrite.

Backstabbing ?

Uh oh I'm going through shit .

Eh, iloveyou ♥

Haha,Blogging on random words I use.

Probably people around me :)

Changes :)

2010-07-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

Blog has been dead for like a long time?

I was just too lazy to update :P

lots of changes.especially YOU .

Exams are like in a week plus.

how stressing.pfft.

Lets see how faith plays.

I was telling Sha not all best friends get to be each other's

desk mate.And the next day,teacher asked the whole class

to change places and sit with new partners.

I was so afraid that i left my phone on the table.

My dad checks my phone you see.

I kept on grumbling to Sha,the fear if anyones texts

and my dad reads it.She said No one will text me.

And there you go.YOU had to text me and daddy READ !

Next,the clouds were so gloomy when it was during our PJ

All of us thought it was going to be a downpour.

And there you go,the sun shined after 20 minutes.

I can conclude that the opposite happens

when the statement can be right?Funny life.

I am very proud of myself that

I CAN ADAPT YOUR SITUATION.

My responsibility is to tell,and its up to you

to listen or not.

there can be better people there

but actions speaks louder than words.

Watch what you're doing hunny :)

Oh please.

Dont come to me when its necessary

It will not take long for me to ditch you?

HAHA.You are not my rice bowl dear :)

Ceria.

I can be a little crazy at times.

Probably most of the times.

Our class sings this Ceria song when we laugh.

Well,I think we are just being clowns in the class.

Sitting with Fungi,my new deskmate makes it better.

I am going to miss Shalini :(

But you sitting behind me now makes no much difference :D

And you.

Just dont give a damn in my class issues?

We know what we're doing and we dont need your "advice".

If you just had the guts saying it infront of me,

I would have blasted at you.

If you are just too concern,confront me?

In which way does this bother you?

I definately not gonna waste my time on this

I've better things to do.UNLIKE YOU.

bitter ?

2010-07-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

There's not a day that i dont cry.

I always wear a smile on my face

but situation is different.

I've learnt the world ,the things you should and should not do.

I know I dont deserve this.At all.

but You stabbed me just by your words.

Ive done my part,you didnt.

because all you say is REVENGE.

If thats what you want,then i'm not a damn doll.

I've lots of trust issues around

and trust me no one appreciates IT.

living in this world like a clown

entertaining others with so much of sorrow inside?

then I've done a great job.I've done it without anyone's help.

the only cure for that now is to gain those days back.

Is that even possible in your list ?

appreciation.

2010-06-28T08:26:00.000-07:00

satisfaction?

2010-06-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

NO.I am not satisfied at all.after whatever I've gone through i am just being too nice.Dont you think so?come on feel guilty.Of all people,how could you ? Oh sometimes not everything you can share with others.Trust my experienced words,trust yourself and have faith in yourself but not the rest.Do what you think is right and take only quality opinions because some can easily lead you down to drain and kill your innerself like nothing.At the end of the day being nice is just your own stupidity.Guess what?thats what I'm going through.one after another.Read it and get some sense .

Sunday :)

2010-06-20T05:31:00.000-07:00

Toy story 3 !

I've watched !

No one can make me jealous anymore .

Seriously its a fantabulous movie !

And i love Woody,Mr.potato and his wife and Buzz !

awww so cute! :P

Raavanan.

Now its a okay story.

Its something like a Ramayana story.

Worth Watching :)

I am having flu once again:(

hope to recover soon.

Some idiots cant stop spamming my cbox.

No guts to type your own name?

then just dont spam and call others lifeless and lame

because you are.you are lame and lifeless.

If my blog sucks,then just dont read.

This is my blog and I love how it is.

So just get a life,and stop being desperate to reply my post in my cbox

Its just a pointless conversation.

Have problems with me? Come to me and say it in my face

Dont just do it like a coward :)

School is reopening tomorrow

exam results,GAH !

Wake up call.

2010-06-16T19:52:00.000-07:00

Now this is how it goes

I was sleeping till Pravin called me

telling that his right infront of my house

asking me to WAKE UP.

like I even care?Icontinued sleeping

it was 9.20 people !

My brother and Pravin kept knocking my room door

that i had to open it.

and there they go

-Pulled my bolster
-pulled my pillow
-pulled away my comforter
-open the curtains
-off the fan
-on the lights
-sprinkle water on me
-carried my mattress down
-took a pic of my sleepy face

and said "GO BACK TO SLEEP"
dude?its only 9(its early for me)
and its a holiday!what am i suppose to do so early?
GAH.and definately i cant go back to sleep.
and they go all the way saying
"MISSION ACCOMPLISHED"

BOOO YOU !hmph.

lifeless moron :)

2010-06-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

Stop spamming my c-box MAJOR LOSER !

come on,GET A LIFE for god's sake.

If you are just too bored

just stand infront of a mirror

and call yourself a BITCH or BASTARD

but not posting on my friends C-BOX.

you are simply lifeless and proud of that?

oh wells you proved it by doing such a thing.tsk tsk.

wednesday :)

2010-06-15T23:27:00.000-07:00

Homeworks oh Homeworks.

I've not started one

not even ONE.

I"m just oh-so-lazy.

starting it all today

hopefully i can finish all those by

friday?i dont wanna do during the weekend.

It is just being a pain !GAH.

Toy Story 3!

I'm watching,I'm watching !

And yes,KILLERS is an awesome movie :)

Booooooo :P

2010-06-14T06:00:00.000-07:00

I only shop on days that ends in "Y"

I got that shirt !

OOLALA.

Its hard to accept the fact

but words are words

take those back before

its permanent? ♥

Back

2010-06-12T07:36:00.000-07:00

things are different now

not exactly what i wanted

there's a change

thats when you realise time passes

I can prove what i did was right.

look into my eyes,it explains everything

because its not my intention

i am fine now.

but one day i am sure

it will happen to you

and thats when

i come into the picture.

*leaves with a wide wide smile* :D

missing you ♥

No one

2010-06-09T02:51:00.000-07:00

I've gone through so much

in such a short period of time.

this is not what i wanted.

i didnt ask for this

because being very nice is a sin.

i've sin a lot then.

why?why?

my feelings are struggling to jump out.

but to whom am i to tell?

its just burried somewhere down there.

Its a huge lost.

heading of the KL tomorrow.

I've had lots of good time with you

may your soul R.I.P.

love you

Me?

2010-06-08T07:27:00.000-07:00

Life is preety suckish ryte now.

one moment i thought this would be the best

but that was total shit.

Admitted in hospital on monday evening.

okay,it all started like this.

i was going through PURE shitty moments

on sunday night.

things weren't what i expected.

and yes,that exact timing at two i got this severe

Lower Abdominal Pain!

i thought it is all normal and the pain will not resist

i seemed to be wrong.

it got worse and i couldn't stand it and

started shouting and screaming over that

sharp,spinning pain around 5.40 a.m.

mommy was getting ready for her work

untill she heard me screaming

and i was chased to GH.

too painful till 2 japs was nothing for me.

was there untill 10 where i had to take x-rays,blood test and

BLADIBLADIBLA.

it was all negative.

i even went to see the gynaecologist

it was nothing.the pain was due to something else

YES.the pain was still there

daddy said get admitted in pantai puteri

for observations and all.

So yeah,got discharged on tuesday

and was advised to rest.

i am perfectly fine now:)

Thanks for everyone who were concerned.

the thought that counts :)

what else you want

when i am already a bitch

IN YOUR EYES?

updated

2010-06-04T08:36:00.000-07:00

Add maths sucks hell!

WTF?

myself,sha and kish ended up in jusco

for group studying from 4 till 8.30

and we screwed the paper.

will never be surprised if i failed.

and yes failing sejarah aswell.

gah.screwed up life i have

two weeks to experience some joy

before facing dead results.

Homeworks again!

WTH?

we've been given holiday homeworks

for two weeks!

school should know the exact defination for

HOLIDAYS!pffft.

yeap watching movie with Kish

and Sha(seperated due to some reasons)

tomorrow in jusco!

finnally i get to like get the hell

out of my house officially.

Praise the lord.

dadada :)

2010-06-01T00:36:00.000-07:00

Physics paper two was okay

paper one was total shit.

i screwed paper one!

Fuck physics!

I am not going to be a physician any day.pffft.

scandals?

i am not in a scandal.

P.s. sometimes its rather annoying.

hoho.

2010-05-31T00:32:00.000-07:00

Bio paper was okay.

compared to chemistry is easy.

Physics,addmaths and sivics to go:(

Oh hunnay,do not make the wrong move.

Mr.regret will be your partner then.

its difficult,but its still up to you:)

Tebby misses you very badly♥

tom and jerry adults!

2010-05-27T06:19:00.000-07:00

Haha,chemistry teacher and her hubby is

OH SO AWESOME!

my favourite part

"lets watch alice in wonderland,oh you know

what your teacher asked me?when are you

going to watch ALICE ONE DAY IN LAND!"

LAUGHED OUT LOUD!

after class while waiting for our parents,

we were watching ALICE IN WONDERLAND

and thats when our teacher comes in

"So are we going to watch sheRAK tomorrow?"

HAHA!her hubby made fun of her again

Oh-so-hillarious-moments!

I'm sorry

2010-05-26T00:56:00.000-07:00

Rather than saying she's not my friend in fb

its better saying she doen't have fb

or i'm single and ready to mingle in this town.

oolala.

it kills whenever I view

and so i did it.

not blaming you because everyone sosialises

and so did you .

screwed.

2010-05-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

I totally screwed my history paper.

Yes,Paper 2:(

created my own facts :P

OMG,You Lied,in my face?

oh how well you acted.

wish to spend quality time:( ♥

teehees :)

2010-05-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

I finished PJ exam paper within 10 minutes

and slept for the rest of the time left.pfft.

waste of time.but yeah,after paper studied sejarah

YES TOMORROW!eeee!

wish me luck people,really need it!

everything will be fine

yes it will be,always here to support you

Love,Tebby

♥

Birthday girl:)

2010-05-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Eleena!

*being proud as I'm the first to wish*

TEEHEES.

gain weight darling,so that its nicer to be hugged:P

YOU BONE!lol

iloveyou!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN!

smile wide,just like me:D

"marvelous" monday:P

2010-05-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

Chemistry Paper!

okay honestly i screwed paper 2 section A.

you call that easy as in REALLY easy?

NOPE.Paper 1 was okay,OKAY only.

Totally not what i expected.

and tomorrow's PJ.

why in the world do we need to sit for PJ?

plus ,its not as easy as i think to score

daya tahan otot,kardiovascular,hockey,bladibladibla.

and the next day is SEJARAH!doomed.

Okay,now there's seriously something wrong with my friends!

LIKE SERIOUSLY!

what's up with being lesbians' and gays'?

taara:lynn is my lesbo partner

kish:no lynn wants me to be hers,she said you've got *****!

taara:NO!sha be my lesbo partner

sha:OKAY!

me:gives that*what in the world look*!

People?Its not cool!

I knew more on detail about lesbians and gays

in gender school when i stepped into secondary school!

and now MY FRIENDS!

Hope you guys did not mean it.=_=

TEEHEES:D

"Library" outing.

2010-05-22T04:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORLD!On 21st of May(yesterday)we(myself,sha,kish,jules)were suppose to get our asses in Libraryfor group studying but,nah,we "studied" in kopitiam instead.Yeap.we were too lifeless till we ended up in Ipoh Padang and started camwhoring.To my surprise the pics turned out well!Especially the one that i took.Honestly,it did.I can be an awesome photographer I guess?:P Here are the pics :)

I was taking pics :)

shadow!

rays!what's so funny about this pic Iswar?

I dont look like my Bro,Vinashan !

I've no idea what was i doing

Group hug,awww:)

missingyou:(

you

2010-05-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

Your absence

fades my wide wide smile

return as soon as posible:(

kawan KU!

2010-05-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

Arbaiyah Ku!

Happy Birthday Hunnay!

too bad we couldn't meet each other,but nvm

holidays aite?LOVEYOU!

Brother:)

2010-05-18T00:33:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Dhaneesh!

May god bless you:)

and and you owe me your birthday cake!

Yeppie,first to wish!

hunnay:D

2010-05-15T22:35:00.001-07:00

FUNG JIA YUEN:)

lemme start here.

she's a very good friend of mine

wells,i gave her on random to blog about me

and she actually did!

oh wells,yes my laughing mate!

my non-stop talking mate

oh not forgetting,she cheers me up all day!

our non stop talk about badminton!

and yes china VS korea badminton game we played!

awesome moments:)

i love you fungi:D

mommy:)

2010-05-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM!
we bought a chocolate fruit cake for her!
oh wells,you've been with me all the time
being my best friend!
oh yes,not denying the misunderstandings and minor fights!
but,our relationship grew stronger day by day.

I couldn't spend the day with you:(
well,you had to leave to KL for course
sad sad:(
but anyways i've got your blessings
and two hours with you:)
thank you for eveything you've done for me!
I LOVE YOU AMMA:D

blackmail.

2010-05-07T05:03:00.000-07:00

HAHA.
didn't know you're actually scared over that issue.
ish ish.
the news is spreading brother.
but no worries.
no dealing online,i keep my words:)

and yes my impression on you has drop girl girl.
aww..too bad.

friends.

2010-05-06T05:58:00.000-07:00

I shall blog about my awesome friends i have.
first and always first on list-SHALINI AMARASINGAM.

my best friend and sister.

a wonderful friend whom i share almost everything with her.

a good good person to share your feelings

annoys me by poking me in class

and and disturbing me at times.

a great girl friend she is:)iloveyouhunny:D

NEXT-KISHANIAH DHAMODARAN

okay,we've been close friends

and we update each other on everything!

not forgetting she's our mafia leader.

who goes around bonding with people very well

and yes her favourite word-TEEHEES.

KIIRTAARA ARVIND

my laughing partner.

we bond so well,that we laugh for the lamest thing ever.

oh yes the SPEACIAL 7!

oolala,awesome number!

JULIANNE CHLOE

my chinese friend who is

oh-so-naturally-sacarstic.

DONT YOU MESS WITH HER.

you'll never know her reaction

because you'll give up studying her neutral reaction for everything.

trust me.

QUEENIE SAGANA

best laughing buddy.

she makes jokes for eveything she finds it funny.

and we dont laugh at her joke instead we laugh at her laughter.

LOL.at times she do crack some sensible joke.

i've gotta admit that.:P

these people are awesome clowns i've got

oh be carefull,they sense things very VERY fast.

and its a lil difficult to lie.YES.

TRUE CONFESSIONS.

down down down down down.

2010-05-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

if you realise,i am still down
over that issue.
nope,not your fault,but yeah.
no one to be blamed.
because i'm sensitive at times.

mood off.

2010-05-06T05:43:00.000-07:00

OH YES.
i am pist over stuffs.
let me start here
SHARON KAUR JESSY!
you're totally screwed from me when i see you in school tomorrow!
you knew about the full rehearsal today right?
BOOHOO.
next on list.
*no mentioning names*
you wouldn't want me to show my real colour girl.
i can be very nice,but not all the time.
do your job as you have to
and guess what?i have the rights to question you
and I AM NOT SATISFIED AT ALL!
check on that hunnay!i am not the only one.AHHA.
DADDY's not feeling well
and whenever i am on my way of recovering
na nah,not working.
i fall sick again.
and you did spoil my mood today!
GAH.i am going through dilemma too,DAD.=/

failed.

2010-05-05T06:49:00.000-07:00

i failed.
this time i realised.
when mood played the role.
i lost.
tears rolled down my cheeks
i cant believe it
trying my best to digest the fact that
I FAILED.

:(

out out outing:)

2010-05-01T19:45:00.000-07:00

*sleeping*
*phone rings*

me:hello?
sha:hello viva?
me:yeah?
sha:sleeping ar?
me:now i'm not.later i'll go back to sleep.
sha:wanna go jj?
me:what?weyh!
sha:mom is going.join la.
me:transport?
sha:i can fetch you.
me:okay.what time?
sha:around 11?
me:done :)

she had to ruin my wonderful sleep.nvm nvm.
i agreed also kan?
so yeah.went to jj.met hannah and syahirah.
walking,talking,eating,camwhoring and videos!
awesome pics and videos in fb:)

and we had to see them.

scribbles.

2010-04-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

boohoo.
iwishicouldspillmyeverythingtosomeonewhodoesn'tcare.
satisfaction conquers and that moment.
i wear a smile with a glee on my face.
but in the inside i am totally the opposite.
proud?yes at times where i can control.
not everytime when my face reveals the truth.
my friends are good at all this.
sense things very fast.so do you.
but there's no solution for this
because when i say i am fine
the lie conquers.

whatsoever.

2010-04-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

We won once again.
oh wells you wouldn't wanna be in the hall when they annouced us as the winner.
screams and cheers that would make your ears bleed.
and yes one thing that would really make me angry is his name.
PLEASE OH PLEASE.
do not mention that name which i HATE the most infront of me.
*girl friends take note*.
i cant believe i get jealous very fast nowadays on anything regarding YOU.
is it because the love is growing?
and what's up with spirits in school?
i know they wouldn't have been faking it,but IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE SENSE?
bitches everywhere.
and if you repeat it,i'll be a TOTAL BITCH.
not feeling well.thanks to my brother.
hoping to get well soon.
and and imissyoudearly:(

missing moments.

2010-04-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

i miss you.
the moments.
i want those back.
forward the fights
rewind the sweet moments
i want them to know.
but i just cant.
being patience with you is an ACHEIVEMENT.
dealing things profesionally is something for you to learn.
NEVER regrated till today.
very VERY proud to be yours.
shit happened.
never our fault.
it just came and went.
love is still there,deep inside screaming.
it is just sealed for the public.
writing on the back pages of my book
all about YOU.
I am sorry for what i've done.
that word was never in our dictionary
till that day where things went totally UP SIDE DOWN.
not again,never again.
sad moments where your friends were
throwing words,SHARP words.
the days where i cry.
the day where my heart broke into pieces,when i knew
it wasnt me who was first.
convincing never helps,i know the truth.
down the whole day,maybe till the next time.
misunderstandings happens VERY frequently .
not proud of that.
it kills.
i want back the days last year.
PLEASE?:(

thoughts.

2010-04-16T01:38:00.000-07:00

sometimes it makes me wonder,why there people like this in the world.
lifeless?grudges?BITCHES?
oh well,why not?
oh hunnys,things WILL get back to normal.

opinions and thoughts differ.
JEALOUSY?
it changes the whole situation.
it makes me think now to act carefully.
conscious tells the right thing.
BEWARE.

well, yes:)

2010-04-07T02:49:00.000-07:00

CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITION.

yes,stressful and tiring.

well,its all worth it:D

WE EMERGED AS CHAMPION:D

*proud*

well, all the school did perform well:D

*applause**applause*

blog updated.done.

birthday girl:)

2010-04-01T20:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EZRIN BALQIS!

i am so glad that i was the first to wish you:)

have a sweet sixteen birthday hunny.

love you=D

mustupdatemyblog.

2010-03-28T07:52:00.000-07:00

i have no idea what to update.
so leave it this way.sha,i've updated.have a look.
thank you:)

dream it.

2010-03-18T20:59:00.000-07:00

love:)

2010-03-17T01:32:00.000-07:00

choral speaking:)

2010-03-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

choral speaking practice has been going on

we have to go to school during holidays.

and yes i am not feeling well.

i am having flu,cough and SORE THROAT.

oh god,hopefully i get well soon

i wanna drink ice water,eat ice creams and spicy food

and most to most i nak CHOCOLATE!

so yeah can you imagine i am having sore throat

and i attend the choral speaking practice?

thanks to ezrin balqis:))

everytime i cough she'll say WELCOME.

because i thanked her for me getting the flu and sore throat.

ezrin make sure you read this!

and and pity viji

she's standing next to me

and she's afraid she might get it too.

dont worry girl,my immune system is low.

yours is strong kan?

yesterday we got like 10 minutes break

so we went to the opposite shop to buy maggi cup

today the shop was closed.

and and guess what?

we had to go to 7 eleven to get food.

shalini left me alone while crossing the road at one point

and i had to run across shouting her name.

gosh,lucky no one was there

plus takde kereta pun la.

i have phobia of crossing roads.
not only that lots more.

shh...dirty little secret:P

on the way back while walking

julianne stepped on queenie's slipper

and queenie dragged it so her slipper T-E-R-P-U-T-U-S!

WE LAUGHEDOUTLOUD in the middle of the road!

and and she walked bare footed.

OHMAIGAWD.hilarious!

on one leg she had slipper and on the other she doesn't have.

people can you just imagine?

and yes our conductres woke up at 10 and came to school

apala deyh,its gonna finish at 11 and she was there at 10.35?

HAHA.

i hate taking medicines!:(

yuks!and keep me sleeping je.GAH!

oh yesh i am in love with the song HOSANNA:)
very the chun song:)

bloggie:)

2010-03-11T23:09:00.001-08:00

i missed my bloggie:(

i am back blogging ppl!

lets start all over again.

SHIT HAPPENED.

yes thats all i can say.

well,it hurt A LOT.

life has to go on so yeah.

the lalala viva is BACK:)

and yes tuesday was the 1st monthly test

and ppl i will flunk my physics paper trust me!

oh well,lots of stuffs happened and

lemme introduce to you my guardian

PRAVIN NAIR.

=_=

shall we talk?

you.

2010-03-01T23:14:00.000-08:00

mind it.

back-to-school.

2010-02-22T02:45:00.000-08:00

it was the 1st day of school after the chinese new year break

oh wells,as i am so used to sleeping late during the holz,

i couldn't sleep last night.

GAH!went to my room at 10.30 while texting

i feel so FRESH:)

i have no idea why,and i was texting and texting up to like12.45?

then i texted shalini this

me"deyh,i cant sleep"

*after a while*

sha:Join the club,i am drinking coke now:P

me:oh,who else is in the"club"?

sha:no idea:P

i continued texting her and i felt so bored

i went downstairs to TOAST BREAD!

it was at 1a.m.and i was eating toasted bread.

and as i was texting i realised that i finished 2 slice of toasted bread

AND I WAS STILL HUNGRY!

HA.i mixed teh tarik.
YUMMY.i love my teh tarik,i TARIK betul betul and its

BETUL BETUL KAW!

i was drinking teh tarik in the hall with my fan on

and was watching the repeatation show of biggest loser asia

on MUTE!

eh eh,i have a point, i dont want my dogs to bark

insisting me to let them in and my dad might wake up over their barking

so so,smart work.

since its only a repeat show

ada subtitile pun kan?lol

ah,lagila fresh kan

what to do

texted untill two and i forced myself to S-L-E-E-P !

woke up at 5.30 SO FRESH!

what is wrong with me?

and and i thought the teh tarik at 1 would be enough

so i skipped my breakfast:P shhhh..

in the bus

I COULDN'T SLEEP!

i was making faces to myself:P

got down from the bus,straight away talked to sha

i memang cant stand ady!GAH!

and and queenie made me realise that i was high

i think the teh tarik sudah TERLEBIH LEBIH KAW!

i pun tak tau,how come i was so HIGH AND FRESH?

ah,1st two periods no studies!

talk talk talk!

and yeah,so nice to see frens again.haih

and my main talk was bout thursday and jj

HOW COME i didn't see hannah and sin yin

when they were in jj at the same duration where i was also?

DAMN!eeee!dont-talk-about-that hannah!:P

you memang lemBUUUU!

oh MAHN,i was starving in class

but but when i went to canteen,baru i realise i have stomach ache

no wonder i takde appetite to eat.and yes it was BAD.

during chemistry class,the last class

i almost puke,i have no idea why

and i kinda got screwed from shalini for not eating

and i know after this i'll get screwing from dorothy:P

oh wells

THINKING'S DAY.

i got roasted under the sun holding candles in my rangers uniform singing

songs and she HAD to give us asigments to do

THANK YOU.

seriously needed a cold shower and some nap

and now i am fresh blogging and facebooking:)

got to go for a dinner after this then do HOMEWORK
dont think will be sleeping early tonight pun:P

i've got my blog updated

ahem,it is considered a long post for the day:)

till then BYE BYE,wanna make myself a teh tarik and get in the car

for some lame dinner;P

day out:)

2010-02-18T21:23:00.000-08:00

18th of february 2010

A day out with beby,shalini,ravinish,baiyah,anand,kiirtaara,saad and fassil:)

the outing was fun as we went bowling(which i eventually didn't bowl:P),

snooker,capcom,McD,food court and roof top:)

but the day just had to end so fast:(

when were eating in McD,kirthen joined us

well,he was a lil sesated there over some reasons,LOL.

pictures and videos on fb:)

for you:)

2010-02-17T00:27:00.000-08:00

SHALINI AMARASINGAM!

yes i did ask for it,it was a humour la deyh!

din know u would actually do it.

GAH.

bloggie:)

2010-02-15T21:55:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY:)

day out with you:)

went very well,untill some shit happened:P

CURRENTLY:)

blogging mood are fading nowadays

and and i cant believe SHALINI LOVES CHEMISTRY?

or is that suppose to be sacarsm?

homeworks not done yet,gonna do anytime soon yah!

well well,valentines day was awesome:)

and yes,I AM ADDICTED TO THE SIMS!

i just keep playing sims after my bro uploaded it in both laptop and pc

blame him,HMPH.

about him,he has been very annoying since the day he came down from ns for holz!

GAH.SUCH A BROTHER makes your life misearable

so people out there who doesn't have a brother or the only child,

dun regret.its better that way than having SUCH a ANNOYING ONE!

GAH!he left to NS ady.wonderful,the house is so mine

so as the laptop,computer,food.YIPEE!

queen till his back the next time:)

moments:)

2010-02-11T23:09:00.000-08:00

TODAY

after recess myself,shalini,kishaniah,julianne and queenie

were walking back to our class

as we were walking

KISHANIAH TRIPPED AND FELL IN THE DRAIN!

julianne's reaction was so funny,

till oh-u-know-queenie burst out laughing!

HAHAHAHA!

i started laughing listening to queenie's laughter

and some unknown person also started laughing looking at the drama there!

HAHA.

*laughs**laughs**laughs*

kish:NO BLOGGING BOUT THIS.

me:oh,i'll be the 1st:)

kish:NO.deyh!nvm blog nvm.

me:oh wait,i'll tag u in my status update!

LOL.

AND GUESS WHAT?

that was the 1st thing i did after logging in FB.

going up the stairs

we were laughing and laughing so loudly

till a teacher came and was like"apa ni?pasar malam ke?"

gosh!

so embarassing!:P

and we continued laughing in the class!

and to my classmates,they came up with this

WHO LET VIVA OUT?

WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF!

GAH!:P

thaipusam:)

2010-01-31T00:31:00.000-08:00

THAIPUSAM ROCKED:D

lets start from the eve

29th of january 2010:)

i went to temple at 9.00 at night,

then ronda ronda to the other temple

saw PEOPLE:)

then then around 11 went to buntong temple

was lepaking with cousins in the temple

watching the kavadi's

DAMN CHUN!

texting at the same time:P

was there till 3.00a.m.:D

was lepaking with him oso:)

after that had morning breakfast

i just drank cofee to keep myself fresh

then went to the temple behind caltex

for my cousin bro,pravin's kavadi:)

walk walk until the temple

around 6.50 he reached the temple

after everything

my uncle sent me back to home

reached home around 7.20a.m

then had my shower and everything

went with to buntong temple again with parents:)

walk walk,see people,pray,watch kavadi's

then went to the other temple,pray

see people,watch kavadi's then

aound11.30

grab lunch and came back home:)

slept till 5.00:)

after that got ready to go to the temple behind caltex again

my uncle taking kavadi

and and also bro's fren:)

it was raining,thats why it got delayed

saw you there:)

then walk walk walk until the temple

reached the temple around 11:)

after that planned to see more kavadi's

so yeah

so many light kavadi's:D

around 1 i reached home

was VERY VERY sleepy

knocked off as soon as i reached home

woke up at 12.00

called u straight away:)

there!I ENJOYED!

so did you i guess:)

I DO ENJOY THAIPUSAM EVERY YEAR

more than i enjoy deepavali:)

got to finish all my school work now and get ready for tonight:D

YEPPIE!

and then thats all,THAIPUSAM will be over:(

haih..THAT OKAY,still enjoyed:)

dont force:)

2010-01-27T06:50:00.000-08:00

when i said i dont want,please dont force me:(

this goes to both parties.

being moody and leting it out by crying helps ALOT!

thank you beby:)

and dad,

FINALLY U DID GET IT!

THANK GOD!

i might have cried again,PHEW!

please read:)

2010-01-24T22:54:00.000-08:00

darling,that post was for you,

though it wasn't for me that was for you:)

u accused me of telling that you are jealous

when i din say so,anyway,that was past,again

THAT POST IS FOR YOU:D

randomness:)

2010-01-23T00:33:00.000-08:00

during bm time,hannah sits next to me in the class

our class teacher la

dun want us to sit with the same race,pffft.

so during her period we change place

and guess what?

we crap bout her behind there!

LOL!

HANNAH:baju dia hari ni,macam sarung bantal la

ME:lol,BETUL!

next day

ME:hari ini macam ALAS MEJA LA!

hannah:BETUL!

so darn funny la.

people!

shalini's white shirt's brand is..

JENG JENG JENG

alpha primary school kids!

LOL.

dont kill me sha:P

TODAY

peiyen asked me to drop her in her mom's musical shop

i said okay

and i needed her help.

it went well though:)

here it goes(the drama,lol)

me:tomorrow u going ryte?

peiyen:yes:)you?

me:must ask my dad 1st.

peiyen:u bought the gift ady?

me:no,2mrw kut.what time uh?

peiyan:12.00

mom:who?

me:fren,2mrw:P

*peiyen and me laughing quietly in the car*

it worked,just have to tell my dad.LOL

i am not suppose to talk to you,

after all happened,i was accused

though its past,those are bitter memories

lets live it this way and not make it a big issue:)

this goes to you,girl

you know who you are:)

hectic.

2010-01-22T23:48:00.000-08:00

NEVER TAKE FORM 4 AS A HONEYMOON YEAR!

tutions,staybacks,school,blablabla in a ROW!

5.30a.m-wake up

6.15-go to school

2.30-back from school

4.00-tuition

7.00-back from tuition

8.00-homeworkS

11.00-go to bed.

NO TIME TO EVEN watch tv

AND THAT WAS MONDAY'S SCHEDULE!

different schedule,different days.

eeeeee!

ADD MATHS:i dont understand what is the tution teacher crapping

plus we learn add maths in school,the

8th chapter.and when we tell him we

dont understand the 1st chapter

(which is what he is teaching)

he bangs us indirectly,WTH?

we dont understand,u teach us,hello?

thats your job johnson baby?

CHEMISTRY:tuition chemistry rocks to the MAX!

thanks to mr.SIRI LOGESWARAN:)

school chemistry?OMG,night mare ppl!

SHE IS TOTALLY INSANE!

memorise positive and negative ions in ONE FREKING DAY

she gave us homeworks like we are in a holiday for one month!

ARE U OKAY,TEACHER?

PHYSICS:school?okay la,boleh la.

tuition,HAHA!MR.RAMA RAO!

he tells joke with a serious face!LOL.

and when some jokes isn't funny,we dont laugh

when we dont laugh he asks

"u get what i mean anot?"

YES WE DO,its just that its lame and not funny?

BIOLOGY:MR MANO!

the same same pervert talk,its fun though:)

hung

2010-01-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

i realise that i din blog for more than one week

and its eeee!

so outdated.

so yeah.

i've been very busy lately

i hardly go online nowadays.

just check my fb,the chow!

LOL.

have been receiving WEIRD updates lately and sometimes it makes me

LAUGHOUTLOUD!

PEOPLE!

if you know its obvious,just dont ask?

teasing is another side of the story

its no more a BIG secret,

everyone knows currently:D

and and to MY FRIENDS

wait,i'll type your names here

SHALINI,KISHANIAH,KIIRTAARA,JULIANNE,ISABELLE

CHOOI SAN,TINA.

its a freaking dream,which i din worry about it la doinks!

and so dun call me pregnant!HAHAHAHA!

sometimes its fun though

thats the time we all laugh:D

went out on 16th of january:D

with him:)

it was a two in one case

so i get to hang out with jules,sha,siew lynn,kiirtaara,kishaniah and others

owh btw,it was siew lynn's birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNN!(though i wished you that day:P)

so yea..

FUN FUN activities in jj:)

(those involved get what i mean:D)

2010-01-10T03:24:00.000-08:00

I WILL ALWAYS BLAME MYSELF FOR THIS!

i woke up at 12.30a.m.

waiting for dorothy to call using super savers

and and

i put it in silent and was charging it(i was awake)

1.50a.m.

i saw my phone 31 missed calls!

i was like F***

i called dorothy

the reaction:i am f***ing sleepy.

i said nvm nvm sleep.

ARRGGHH!!!

HOW CAN I SLEEP?

i was suppose to talk to her!

and and her 3 bucks burnt!

feel so guilty,therefore decided not to sleep the whole night.

yes yes

didn't sleep.

called sha,she was blur when i told her the story.good.

ahha.till morning 9 i received msg from dorothy

and i got screwing for not sleeping

and guess what

i wasn't sleepy oso!

so yea.

around 1 left my house with parents to teluk rubiah,LUMUT.

to see my BROTHER!

the journey is damn tiring

no signal summore,so cant text:(

then then reached the place,met my bro.

he is bald,but not fully of course.

mom as usual cried.i started laughing at him when i saw him!

I AM SERIOUS!

darn funny la!LOL.

took pics,and i told him

"i will blog about it "

he said"dont!"

i said"you are not famous dun worry"

he said"just shut up"

i was like WHATEVER!U CANT STOP ME,FYI?

lol.and there i am mean and i am doing it.

i''ll upload the pics soon.

SEE HIM BALD PEOPLE!

hahaha!

reached home at 6.15 ony!

freaking tiring!

and now,blogging!:D

tomorrow school!

arrgghh!

listen to the same

BAD ROMANCE song from PEIYEN!

look at my class teacher's face!

worse to worst ASSEMBLY!

then,

STAND,GOOD MORNING TEACHER!

EEEEEEE!

wish me luck for the whole week!

wait,whole damn year!

why is monday so far from friday,but friday is so near to monday?

PFFFT.

finally:)

2010-01-08T20:59:00.000-08:00

YES PEOPLE,

finally we've gotten our class:)

i am in 4SC3:)

SC1 AND 2 is taking accounts

i dun want that:/

mine is PURE SCIENCE:)

at 1st it had EA then we "protest"

so then it was canceled:)

MY DESKMATE-SHALINI AMARASINGAM

after 3 freaking years:)

sha:i can bully you!plus we are sitting right at the end

so we can actually do stuffs:P

ezrin balqis is suppose to be screwed b'cause of nominating me as the class monitor!

but i was lil busy on that day JUST BECAUSE OF THE damn monitor work!

okay.

blog about my classmates

we were sitting in a group when suddenly hannah said

ayah saye nepal.

i stated questening her like WHATEVER!

i got so excited

and guess what?

she doesn't know a single thing about NEPAL!

she has long tongue,up to her chin and flat nose

SO CUTE!

blog about ezrin next time yar!

and intan aswell!:P

school today

2010-01-06T03:50:00.000-08:00

eeeeeeee!

sitting in upper hall for hours

and getting our leg cramps is so ANNOYING!

we din bother to listen a single thing what was going on infront:P

i was sitting net to sha

and guess what?

i started it:P

i took shalini's book and scribled RAVINISH DORAI lol!

smart kan?

she scribbled dorothy's name in my book:)

then i wrote ravinish dorai on her tighs

then she wrote tebby on my tighs:)

and some other random stuffs on each other's tighs:P

then i wrote ravinish dorai on her palm.

then thenshe wrote tebby on my palm and dorothy's name:)

we were seriously lifeless la!

p.s.i so called woke dorothy up when she weren't even sleeping when it was 5.30a.m.

LAUGHINGOUTLOUD!

tomorrow we'll know the class:)

yipee!no need to sit in upper hall anymore for hours!:D

scary :/

2010-01-04T00:07:00.000-08:00

its the 1st day of school

ended up in upper hall again

haih...

for the next 3 days we have to sit there

and and on thursday ony we'll get the class

till then

UPPER HALL PEOPLE!

met our frens!

AWW...I MISSED U GUYS!

and and

we were updating each other

but most of the updates we sudah tau so yea

shocking ones oso got

break ups and flirtings!(NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD DO SO!)

HOME

mommy's conversation

i got a SHOCK OF MY LIFE!

and was already shivering

sha was already crying

"dun cry girl,everthing will be fine,plus,its normal".

well,i am too,so is dorothy.

haih..

THIS IS SCARY!

VERY SCARY!

and i feel guilty,but i am never gone tell that to my mom

whateva it is!

NEVER!

sorry mom:(

no idea what the title suppose to be,just read:P

2010-01-02T22:48:00.000-08:00

SUNDAY

woke up at 12.30:P

told my dad not to wake me up

as today will be the last day i get to sleep well.

tomorrow

SCHOOL!

have to wake up at 5.30

cant be hanging on the phone till 2 or 3

go to bed at 10

THIS IS WHAT I HATE ABOUT SCHOOL DAYS!

SATURDAY

dinner in my hse:)

the dinner went well:)

it was for me and bro

me:celebration for good results

bro:going NS.mwuahahaha!

dapat ang pau and presents:D

YIPPEEE!

FRIDAY

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

dorothy was the 1st one to wish me

THANK YOU:)

couldn't send msgs,all jamed up

ish!then then HAD TO go to bed

was in my aunty's hse

early morning 6.30 got prayers

had to wake up at 5.15!

ARRGGHH!

was freakin sleepy!

had b'fast at 9 sumthing ony,APALAH!

temple food summore.

then we came up of a sudden plan

here is the convo

aunty:what happened to the cameron highland plan?suppose to go kan?

cousin bro:ermm..yea uh?okay come lets go!

me:what?now?LIKE THIS?*in punjabi suit*

cousin bro:can oso wert,if u dun want,then get home and change la

aunty:okay,come lets go.

me:err..okay:)

*aunty informing the other cousins*

went back home

change clothes

cousin bro fetched me and bro to his hse

then all of us went to my aunty's hse

then from there i folowed my uncle's car

and ALL OF US started our journey to camerons at 11.

texted dorothy

that girl was still sleeping!

apala..:P

i slept in the car as well

reach cameron

as usual

go here and there

stop here and there

been to camerons millions of times

so i got bored la

was texting the whole time there

except when i was eating:P

after tea time

left camerons at 4.40

then reached ipoh:)

uncle took the tapah road on the way back

i memang cant take winding roads

came back home

vomited,took eno,felt very feverish..

then okay ady:D

hmm...

what a new year!

received like so many forwarded new year msgs

honestly i din reply ONE ALSO!

sorry people!:P

updates:)

2009-12-28T22:43:00.000-08:00

TUESDAY:)

woke up at sharp 12 and checked my phone(as usual)

dorothy oso woke up at 12,sighh...

sleepy head!:P

straight away took lunch

and went to buy school stuffs

BACK TO SCHOOL PEOPLE!

shalini desperately wants the tuition pics

i wonder why.

she wants to blog about it so badly?

hmm...i'll get u the pics sha

no worries:D

MONDAY:)

got up in the morning

fetched sha and went to jules hse

*according to our parents we went there to spend time*

in actual fact we all went to parade:P

jules and pauline seperated as we reached parade

we went to the cinema to buy tickets for avatar

dorothy texted me that she is here

i told her NOT TO come as my mom's frens were there

phew..

went to kbox

and had great time!

then went for movie

half an hour after that we went out

it was freaking warm there

couldn't stand it

then then

went to kbox again!

wow!

wonderfull moments!

THANK YOU!

love ya:)

THURSDAY NIGHT:)

christmas eve!

went to jules hse to celebrate:D

myself and shalini were very sesated there

seriously!

then we went to the church

DOROTHY called us there

and yea spent around like half an hour there then came back and camwhored

pics in fb:)

went back around 11 sumthing:))

FRIDAY:)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

around lunch hour

went to mom's fren's hse in batu gajah

after that came back to send mom and bro home

then fetch shalini and went to queenie's grandma's hse

makan makan

and yes i read shalini's blog

this is for you girl:

"deyh,its not that i cant eat more,i ady makan in the other open hse la

hehehe..not even enough for a cat?yes i agree:P

but but i sudah makan there plus

u knew my condition that time

someone was there to blackmail me

and i was scared,kan kan?rmb i was checking my pulse?LOL!"

yea and then we walked around the housing area and camwhored:)

very lazy to upload the pics:P

tears of joy:)

2009-12-23T22:22:00.000-08:00

around 8 my dad knocked my room door

"vasheni,dun wanna take results?"

i opened the door

my dad was right in front smiling at me!

WTH?

after that i was shivering!

eeeeee!

scarynya

i cried to my dad for a while

then my dad said

"dont worry u will get excellent results"

when i was on the way to school

all i was tellin my dad was

"acha,please drive slowly"

as soon as i reached school

i saw my frens there

and then we proceed to the hall

EEEEEEEE!

after teachers meeting

they were going to the hall

and we were allowed to take our results

when it was my turn

my hands were shivering as i was signing the paper

and then my class teacher gave me the slip

my reaction was

@#$%!

i ran to my mom

MOM I GOT 7 A's!

AAAAHHHHH!

i huged my mom

and we both cried!

mom stared informing everyone

i called dorothy to inform:D

*SCREAMS!*

DARN HAPPY!

STRAIGHT 7 A's

YAAAHOO!
:D

RESULTS!

2009-12-23T00:24:00.000-08:00

okay people,

tomorrow i'll be getting my PMR results

*shivering*

whateva done is done:)

lets see my birthday gift!

it was on my birthday kan?

lets see how i did!

LOL!

gonna watch movie with my cousins

tonight in parade!

ish!

the thing i dun like in parade iss the typical indian people!

and guess what

i am gonna watch a TAMIL movie!

WORSE STILL KAN?

they'll give u this look as if they've NEVER SEEN HUMANS FOR AGES!

come on man!

damn typical

plus they'll make it obvious

and talk bout us!

WTH?

ish!

nvm nvm..

i guess i HAVE TO ENJOY the movie

before

i receive my results!

LOL!

WISH ME LUCK:)

pics of random me:)

2009-12-21T21:26:00.001-08:00

in bum city y'terday

midnight:)

in lina's hse:)

great day:)

2009-12-21T04:58:00.000-08:00

00.00

*calling jules*

Julianne :hello.

me :hello julianne?

Julianne:yea?

me:i am viva here

Julianne:I KNOW.

me:owh,HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL!:D

Julianne:thank you:)

me:am i the 1st one?

Julianne:NO,u are the 7TH!

me:WHAT?alla,nvm la,thought i'll be 1st:( anywayz happy birthday again!

Julianne:*laughing*thank you:)

me:bye bye

Julianne:bye:)

00.20

was texting shalini

and was a lil bored

was taking pics at the same time!

LOL!

pics will be uploaded soon:)

slept around 4 like that

woke up at 9.30

got ready

went to PARADE!

WOOHOO!

had LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF F-U-N!

back home at 6.50-7.00 like that

slept a lil while,

damn tired after walking in parade:P

and and yes,

we bumped into jules,queenie and two of her frens!

HAHA!what a co-incidence!:D

and now i am blogging:)

updates:)

2009-12-20T00:37:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY:)

went to parade with shalini and her mom

met kieran king kong and kishore chicken!

LOL!

hanged out with them for A WHILE SAJA!

sha's mom was kinda peeking on her

and she said

"lets go back"

hmm...

we texted kieran saying that we are going back,

takde pics pun

HMPH.

SATURDAY:)

woke up at 11 something

went to my cousin lina's hse

was hanging in her hse and did stuffs as well

at night

they had dinner in their hse for the bride and the groom

and yes

dancing dancing

i didn't actually dance

din have the mood

though it was BANGHRA(my favourite:D)

dance a lil bit of ballroom dance with my cousin pravin

and thats all.

SUNDAY:)

Mommy's back!

OH I MISSED U MOM!

and yea..went out with her for lunch

and ronda here and there!:)

p.s.family members kept on reminding me bout the results

yes its on the 24th

just wait for the damn day la

stop reminding me

like i don't know!

will inform u people as i get my results la,HACHO!

sometimes my family members are annoying:P

nice day:)

2009-12-16T20:18:00.001-08:00

went to jj with sha y'terday:)

and we met 23 people:P

as usual we stalk people

LOL!

ended up with KISHORE walking around

and i got bullied all the while!

hmph.

pics in fb:)

more info in sha blog:)

i dont like u dad!:(

2009-12-14T22:18:00.000-08:00

do u know how much i hate u ryte now?

MAX!

i cant go online anymore

unless if he is home:(

and if he is home pun i cant use peacefully!

i cried to shalini amarasingam!

my aunty and my mom!

HELP ME!

I am in shalini's hse currently

updating my blog(DUH)

she is next to me now:)

its so boring at home

thats why i came here

and i m glad i can go online!

WHEEEEEEEESS!

PROM!

it was a great day

before my dad came!

we had F-U-N!

ILOVEYOU:D

and now i miss u:(

AND

my freakin phone got confisticated that night!

i had to warn SOMEONE not to text me,

and it worked

THANKYOU

if u did i'll be DEAD!

and thank god

i got my phone next morning!

I STILL HATE U DAD!

SATURDAY!

went to kl:)

it was the total opposite that i expected

i had to end up at home

WATCHIN TV!

for god's sake

i can do that in ipoh!

RAJ KAPOOR came back from work

at 9.00!

and they had their "SESSION"

i had to watch SUPERMAN RETURNS in tv 2:(

after that i was lepaking with them

and i've decided to follow my dad home the next day.

MONDAY!

i cant go online!WTF?!

TUESDAY.

cant go online lagi

sigh...

IN SHALINI'S HSE NOW:)))

OMG!its PROM DAY!:D

2009-12-10T20:41:00.000-08:00

PROM PROM PROM!

can u believe it?

its the day that all of us has been waiting for SOOOO long!

its gonna be like pics here pics there

PICS EVERYWHERE!

*screams*

wedding pics:)

2009-12-08T22:48:00.000-08:00

myself and lina:)

cousin and me:)

*ahem ahem*pravin to me!LOL!

bride and the groom:)

kolam:)

KL TRIP!

2009-12-06T22:35:00.000-08:00

SHALL I STAY THERE ANOT?

i'll be going to kl with my family on the 12th

which is this saturday.

THE NEXT DAY

my mom and bro will be going to mersing!

my dad will come back to ipoh

if i stay there

1.i'll get to go around kl.

2.i'll get to enjoy with my favourite cousins

3.i'll get to shop!

4.get to eat good food!

BUT!

*there's always a but*

if i stay there

i tak tau when to come back

plus i have to come back alone!

which i am so scared to!

if i follow my dad back home

then i can at least stay in my cousins hse here in ipoh.

and i can go out anytime i want!

i pun tak tau la!

urrggghh!

HELP ME!

6th december

2009-12-06T04:00:00.000-08:00

WEDDING DAY!

i woke up at 7.00 in the morning:(

was freakin sleepy,

but but couldn't help it..

thats okay:)

hmm...wedding

as usual went to the wedding hse

took all the things

then go to the temple..

put all the things there pulak..

saw alot of familiar faces!

and yea..

pics coming up:P

such a tiring day!

a lot of adat istiadat to follow!

ended up travelling up and down to relatives house and all!

just for some freakin adat istiadat!

pheww.....

so yea..came back home

at 4 sumthing.

after saying BYE BYE to my beloved cousins

who are going back today:(

bye bye kapoor family!

i'll truly miss u all!:(

as soon as i reach home i said

HOME SWEET HOME!

coudn't stand the heat!

and was freakin warm

i would say

NATURAL SAUNA!

p.s.you wanted the laddu but i have no idea have to give it to u.

i'll eat on behalf of u,k?:)

5th december

2009-12-06T03:37:00.000-08:00

WEDDING EVE!

the wedding is tomorrow!

and and..

all my cousins are down!

WOOHOO!

*tears of joy*

in the afternoon i went to the wedding house!

it was mmg like a wedding situation.

at night..dinner in my house!

it was a huge family gathering!

after makan makan

pics pics

all of us went to the wedding hse to celebrate princess night!

JENG JENG JENG!

we had dancing!

woohoo!

enjoy kaw kaw!

ended up sleeping very late!:P

why?

2009-12-03T20:54:00.000-08:00

weyh,u bang people in your blog?

why don't you just confront them

and finish this whole thing?

i didn't even say that you are jealous or what

you don't blame me!:(

was on the phone for two hours,

sang the same song together,

and dedicated one of the song to SOMEONE..

LOL!countdown begins.

its exactly a week for the prom and six days

for the outing!:D

you are never gonna tickle me

so what you wanted

you would not get!

bluek!:P

feels better:)

2009-12-02T20:46:00.000-08:00

i am feeling better now:)

someone cheered me up!

thank you very much.

the viva that u all know is back!

went to shalini's hse yesterday,

just to lepak:P

we painted our nails

my fingernails are dark blue

my toe nails are silver:)))

sha's both fingernails and toe nails are silver!:)))))))

then we did stuffs.

and about 7o'clock

i went back home.

i practised walking on high heels.

i just hope i don't fall on the prom day:P

p.s.we did try out our dresses in sha's hse.

check out the pics in her blog and fb;)

i cant help it:(

2009-11-30T18:39:00.000-08:00

i have to do this,

don't ask why,

it is very VERY hard for me,

i know,

i am sorry if i've hurt ur feelings

i felt real bad

i ended up crying in my room

all night long,

din have a good sleep.

my eyes are smaller

i have eye bags now:(

i skipped my b'fast,

and skipping my lunch and dinner as well

i dun think i'll have the appetite to eat

so i dun have to worry.

this is so not VIVASHENI,

i dun know who am i now,

bring me back to that old VIVA that u all know.

this viva can hardly smile now.:(

cant wait!

2009-11-29T02:41:00.000-08:00

I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT!

yes yes..

cant wait for my cousins to come down!

cant wait for the wedding situation!

cant wait for the fun!

WOOHOO!

its end of this week..

and i'll get to see ALL my cousins!

isn't that a GREAT news?

i'll get to meet the KAPOOR family!

YAY ME!

finnlly gonna have the fun

the reunion

and the wedding!

ILOVEYOUMOM!

2009-11-27T21:59:00.000-08:00

MOM bought me a NEW prom dress!

yes yes..i'll be wearing it and its dark blue in colour!

look!

mom:i'll drop u in aunty's hse now,come come!

me:why?i can always stay home wert?

mom:nope,u go there lar for a while,i'll buy u the dress.

me:WHAT?i'm coming!

mom:no need.u'll demand too much!

me:what i wont!

mom:after i buy,i'll fetch u home back.

me:okay.at least i get to see my cousins..:)and and,make sure its nice!

mom:i know.u dont have to tell me.i have a good taste!

me:yaya..kk:/

after some time....

she brought me back home!

and the dress is WOW!

very nice!

here are the pics!

nice huh?

thankyoumom!

boredom activity:)

2009-11-26T20:47:00.000-08:00

I WAS CERTAINLY BORED

in the midle of the night

so i took some pics in the bathroom

here they are..:)

more pics in FB:)

YAY!:)

2009-11-26T18:34:00.000-08:00

i got so scared to ask my dad bout it

but it was so simple

i explained the whole prom thing to my dad,

and he said

OK!WOOHOO!

here is the convo:

me:*explaining the prom stuffs*

dad:ur father gonna pay the money ar?

me:*laughing*YES!

dad:ok..:)

MOM OH MOM!

me:dad said okay

mom:money?

me:dad is giving

mom:okay i'll get u a new dress tomorrow!

me:THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU!

AHHA!

its not that bad anyway..

see?

my parents have to say YES!

hahahaha!

;)

outing:)

2009-11-26T04:31:00.000-08:00

went to watch new moon with sha today!

the movie is AWESOMEFANTASTICFABOULOUS!

SERIOUSLY!

OMG,TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SO HOT!

anyway,after the movie

we were on our mission(as usual)

after the 1st half of the mission is completed

guess who we saw?

JEVIN!

sha:JEVIN!

me:*shocked*HEY!

sha:OOPS,i shouted!:P

then we were walking around

sat in secret recipe

drank ice lemon tea..

jevin and alex lost their friends

so they sat with us for a while..

sha was busy over the phone*ahem ahem*

so they were talking to me most of the time..

then they left..

hippo and monkey came..

sat with us,

we had to go for some reasons..

and i just realised that we din pay for the drink

*oops*

aiya..they shud have paid lar,

who cares!

we continued our mission.

OKAY PEOPLE

BE READY FOR THE HUGE SURPRISE!

u'll be shocked to see me with that person durin the prom nite!

AND I HAVE PERMISSION SO DON'T EVER TALK BEHIND ME!

okay..

i told my mom bout the prom nite.

she was like:U R SPENDING TOO MUCH and blablablabla!

after waiting for quite some time i asked her

me:so,can i go?

she:ask ur dad!

I WAS LIKE

URRRGGGHHH!

i freakin waited so long for ur freakin yes..

and u freakin ask me to ask my dad?

*sobx*

another crisis!

arrgghhh!

nvm,i'll try my best!

I NOE ITS WEIRD!

after confirming with my frens that i'll be guin and stuffs ony i'm askin my parents!

they have to say a yes!

simple:)

2009-11-24T04:20:00.000-08:00

fine ppl!

u guys said my post is complicated ryte??

i'll make it simple..

I AM GOING FOR THE PROM!

DONE:)

MR.RABBIT'S CLASS!

seriously perverted lar he!

the camel story!hacho!

FUN class though..:)

bored and bored!

2009-11-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

sometimes school holidays turnes boring!

TRUST ME!IT IS!

slept at 1.00a.m.

after texting ppl,

i set TWO alarms today,

to wake HIM up!

y'terday,my damn alarm din ring,

i woke up at 8 and was like

"OH SHIT!"

i couldn't sleep after that,

was very scared to text oso,

then his mom woke him up,

PHEW!

he said,thank you for everything,

WAS THAT SUPPOSE TO BE SACARSM?

anyway,

back to today's story:)

yea woke up at six,

gave him an alarm call,

then tidur balik!

then around 11,this person called me!

and said..tickets taken and bla bla bla!

after that couldn't sleep lagi,

i received a msg from jules bout the prom,

she sent at 9 sumthin,

i read at 11..(wt a timing,hacho!)

its about the prom..

i texted sha that i'll call her after my b'fast..

and I DID!

look!

here is the problem statement:should i go for the prom anot?

my KAPOOR family wud be cumin down for my cousin's wedding..

i was planning to go back with them to KL!

i'd always wanted to go to KL from the beginning!

the wedding is on the 6th of december,

they might be cumin on the 4th or 5th..k?

the dinner is on the 7th in seremban!

if they go for the dinner and straight away go kl,then i muz follow them ryte??

if i follow them,i'll miss the prom!

so i told sha,that i mite not be guin..

she gave me sum logic opinions..

ok lar...

u noe why??

if i dun go kl,i mite end up in MERSING!

my granny's place

which i DUN WANT!

there's nuthin in mersing!

arrggghhh!

PLUS i dislike her and my mom's side cousins!

irritating pests!

all oso younger to me!

AND WILL KEEP BUGGING ME!

if i dun wanna go mersing..

i have to end up with my dad the villain!

wait...

he can bring me to kl..i noe..:)

wt if he suddenly change his mind?heryoo!

so thats the thing..

plus HE cant cum..

he's guin sumwer..

i dun mind guin alone though..

so yea..inilar masalahnya..

SHALL I GO ANOT?

sadness:(

2009-11-20T03:07:00.000-08:00

school term is over for the year 2009:(

i am so gonna miss my malay frens,

who has been with me from the beginning of the year,

supporting our class,

they were the clown of the class,

who eventually made everyone laugh,

i am gonna miss,

the fun and joy we had together gurls,

IN 3 ORIOLE!

we were the best classmates ever!

i am gonna miss,

those gurls who will be going to asrama and maktab next year,

i can't see u gurls anymore,

the last time we are gonna meet each other is when we take our results,

i'll definately be in tears of joy,

to see u gurls,

which is gonna be the final time,

and BYE BYE!

thank you for everything gurls!

i'll never forget the memories,we had in 3 oriole 2009!

we've been together,and had helped each other in everything!

we've been for each other tru thick and thin!

*teary*

i miss u!

i din cry in school today,just a lil teary,thinking we will be spliting next year..:(

but i'll definately do,when we meet the last time,best wishes and good luck gurls!

3ORIOLE!

we have been like a family,

i really appreciate the team work and co-operation,

though u don't sometime..LOL!

i had a great time with u gurls,

who has been supporting and cheering for our class!

peiyen,kityi,lilian,has been the make up artists!

ngai ching and nyet ting has been the great tresurer and scretary!

yi wen,kung julian were the mute ones!

cha xin xuan-nice asst.monitor(a.k.a. duck!)

aqilah-great in singing,bersyair and bersajak!

eileen and yuen theng-has been my great frens!thx girls!

gurprit-a very nice girl to talk with!seriously!

pei san and pei hua-very nice frens as they are seriously frenly!

li yean and hoiyee-best partners to be bullied!

xin rou-can alwayz joke arounf with her!

lisha-PUNGGUNG TERBAKAR!

monica and sinthuja-has always been together for the class!

hardip-the active one!

vaithees-the prefect!

jie yan and michelle-the fun ones!

je lyn-the sweet one!

kit mun-the photographer!

harlina and jemimah-frenly fun people!

tharshini-the tallest gurl in the class!

lydia-can be called another mute!

gaik li,zher phine-great frens to mix with!

mariam and viniy-involves and co-operate!

syahirah and raihan-rockers!

alina,ku amyra,liza and intan-THE BEST INTERTAINERS!

i love u guys!

MUAX!

f-u-n time!:D

2009-11-19T02:53:00.000-08:00

HARI PENYAMPAIAN HADIAH!

today was probably the last day,we,form 3's sitting in upper hall for the year 2009!

ahha!

they started of with those who were suppose to perform..

then with the prize giving..

our class won LOTS and LOTS and LOTS of hampers and gifts..!

*PROUD*

waited for the anouncement of KELAS TERBAIK,

JENG JENG JENG!

"CATEGORY A KELAS TERBAIK goes to......

3 ORIOLE!

*cheers**cheers**cheers*

wow!

was proud to receive the "award" up there!

HAHA!SO DID PN.LILY,our class teacher!

pictures here,pictures there,pictures everywhere!

F-U-N time together!

seriously,we should enjoy these moments

especially after PMR,

cause we are never gonna get these moments again the next year..!:(

haiz..

went to upper hall again,

to watch movie,

we weren't watching at all!

talking,and sharing stories!

LAUGHING HERE AND THERE!

kish:i din wear shorts today oso

me:why lar??

kish:why wanna wear lar??pity my mom ryte??

me:huh?why?

kish:yea lar,she has to wash it wert..

me,sha:washing machine ryte??

kish:still oso,i have to fold ryte??my mom has to use more detergent ryte??

me:hacho!no difference for ONE bledy shorts lar!

kish,me,sha,kiirtaara:LAUGHINGOUTLOUD!

learned some new language as well!

less tak o!

nice huh??

u probably mite not understand lar..

LOL!

CLASS PARTY!

pre-party:was arranging,table and chairs..

putting the foods all in a table,

opened the HAMPER that we won..

distributing the foods..yummy,JUNK FOOD!

during party:ahha,start eating people!

menu,was awesome!

started taking pictures while eating!

candid here and there!

posing here and there!

*pictures will be uploaded in fb by my frens soon..*

after the makan..

PN.LILY!

she grabbed a ice cube and put it into my pinafore!

EEEEE!

was eating at that time,i felt sumthin cold guin down..

arrgghhh!

it turned fun!

my frens all grabbed an ice cube and started putting into each other's pinafore!

hacho!

damn fun lar!

post-party:we were clening up the classroom dengan bersungguh-sungguh!

guess why??

GAMES TIME!

hahaha!

all turun padang!

all sorts of FUN games we played lar..then,recorded!

vil be uploaded in fb as well,i guess..:)

after that,almost time..:(

took group pictures with everyone!

woohoo!

chun giler!

vil be uploaded in fb..(i think i told)

who cares!

ahh...

great day with frens today..

won so MANY THINGS!

and we are so PROUD OF IT..

congratulations to all the other classes too!

u guys did A GREAT JOB!

*CHEERS**CHEERS*

tomorrow the last day of school for the year 2009!

hw sad..gonna miss school,frens and fun!:(

memories are memories,so sweet!